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08 September 2006 @ 10:52 am
We're all stars now, in the Dope Show  
Holy crap. Heather (the sometimes bee-yotch mentioned in an earlier post) just called. The guy who owns the whole fucking company, and I have only met once, wants to know where we keep our invoices, because he wants to look at them for some reason. I am not sure if she meant the invoices we creat for customers, or the ones we get sent from our vendors. We keep copies of the ones we create here, and the others are sent to corporate. But now I am so nervous I think I may piss my pants. When I called Heather's cell to let her know where they are I got her voicemail. So I have no idea if I am in serious trouble or what's going on or anything! My heart is beating REALLY fast!

There was major construction on the road this morning, so I was late to work. Fortunately, no one was here, so hopefully no one knows.

On a happy note, Minnie who works next door and brings her great dane Wally to work every day, just came over to show me Wally in his Halloween cowboy costume. He was so adorable, I think I am just gonna die! Once I know how to get pics from my cell to my computer, I will have to post.

OK, I keep typing this hoping it will calm me down. Just when I thought I was doing an okay job...AAAAUGH! Tom, my second-in-command boss, always jokes about how the water we keep in the mini-fridge is really vodka. I wish that were true! I need a stiff drink! I feel as if my body is going to jump out of my skin! *hyperventilates*

Must think positively. What's the worse thing they could do? Fire me? Would that be so bad? I can always go back to being a barista; which I was probably gonna do anyway. *deep calming breaths* Repeating this mantra, "All they can do is fire you. Then you can move to Vermont sooner maybe. And then you can be a barista again and reclaim your youth." Wow, that's a long mantra.

I talked to an old friend from Eastern Wednesday night. I know, I forgot I went there for two years too. He and I were in Young Democrats together. He is from Bellevue, and has lived there since he graduated a couple of years ago. We decided to go see The Illusionist sometime this weekend, so that'll be fun. Ed Norton is sexy!brilliance.

And now I am back to being hella nervous. Am going to have a heart attack, wet myself, and throw up....not necessarily in that order.

Need a drink (double), or a cigarette!

My dad is now back in the office, and says I have nothing to worry about. My heart is gradually slowing down.

OK, if you read the replies b/w asiswellknown and I, you will know about what I am gonna say...


Oh, and now he is back and wants to pretend nothing happened. And he has a really half-assed apology. If that's how we wants it, that's how Homey's gonna play it. It will make the shock of everything next week oh so much sweeter.
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Current Location: the office
Current Mood: nervousnervous
Listening/Watching: "Cry Me A River" by New Found Glory
polaris_86: lecter; red dragonpolaris_86 on September 8th, 2006 07:08 pm (UTC)
Whoa, sounds stressy.
It's good that your heart is slowing down now. I couldn't stand I you get a heart attack. ;)
Allee: teabreaklady_lyca on September 8th, 2006 07:17 pm (UTC)
Aaaw, thanks sweetie! *huggles*
The Bitch is Back: pistol whipasiswellknown on September 8th, 2006 07:56 pm (UTC)
yay not worrying. :)

and also, yay stiff drinks. we have to play at a volleyball game tonight (a small portion of the band does) and some of us are going out for drinks before, haha. woohoo for showing up to the game slightly intoxicated!
Allee: pulpfictionlady_lyca on September 8th, 2006 08:00 pm (UTC)
Well, now I have to worry about something else. And my dad just yelled at me, and left to pick up Tom. I am now sitting here crying, and need to think of a responsible way to quit in the near future.
The Bitch is Back: i dance!asiswellknown on September 8th, 2006 08:29 pm (UTC)
yes, i think i have to make it look like an accident indeed. i say you go kicking and screaming. that would be the fun way to quit. "FUCK Y'ALL AND THIS POPSICLE STAND!"
Allee: popsiclestandlady_lyca on September 8th, 2006 08:42 pm (UTC)
LOL! I would love to go that way. But I need the money I would get for giving my two weeks notice. And I still have to live with the man until I finally hit the road to Vermont.

I wish I could be like Harry *points to icon*